Luahan je. People say better let it out.

Been to numerous weddings
As an outsider, i usually help to make things run as smoothly as possible for the bride and groom
And if i can help, more try to make the wedding seems more beautiful
As a kid, i was taught
Buat baik dibalas baik
As old as i am right now, i still believe that
Even though it never prove to be right that many times
...
At another wedding right now,
And.. setan got me thinking that
I dont think i was helped that much on my wedding day
Setan got me thinking that the day could be better
If i could wish for another wedding
I would want it to be small and private and beautiful

Not that i am not grateful
I am.,
Just..
Oh well..

I love my hubs to pieces..
I wish we were celebrated more
I wish our wedding was a real wedding instead of being used as

Ya Allah, please help me shut down this feeling

I am writing just to let things out, so i wouldnt dwell on it that much

On teaching: We need real teachers

Torn between the demands of the living costs today
And passion to see kids actually learning and benefits from their own knowledge
God, help me!

The Goddess, a song for my cat

The Goddess

The goddess comes in all shapes and sizes
She is full of surprises
Here comes the goddess
Sometimes she wears inappropriate clothing
Sometimes she's wearing a nose ring
Maybe wearing her make-up
Maybe not
She comes when you least expect her
But nobody can reject her
Her comes the goddess
So if you're spiritually incomplete
If you're out there searching the street
Look closely at the women you meet
The goddess
She will surely affect you
Then she'll come disinfect you
Maybe wearing dark glasses
She's got two big asses
Struts her stuff for you
Eats enough for two
A dangerous dancer
She might be the answer
She comes when you least expect her
And nobody can reject her
Here comes the goddess
So if you're spiritually incomplete
If you're out there searching the street
Look closely at the womwn you meet
Here comes the goddess
Sometimes shw doesn't wash her hair
Sometimes she's hairy like a bear
Sometimes she wears a wedding ring
So look around
Here comes the goddess
Perhaps her nose is red
She might be the stranger in your bed
Perhaps she will knock you on your head
So look around
Here comes the goddess
Oh, here she comes
A dangerous dancer
She might be the answer
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Here comes the goddess

By: joanna weinberg, audius mtawarira & judy morris

Parenting 101

Thought of this while cleaning my kitchen.

Biskut coklat

Beli biskut coklat untuk nenek
Aku yang makan lebih
Sebenarnya aku tahu
Bila aku pilih biskut coklat
Aku pilih untuk aku

Finding Love

In finding love
We tell people that we want someone with a good heart, easy on the eyes, polite, smart, pious and all the spices and everything nice
It's what people think is ideal
And we should get the ideal ones, yes?
When in reality
We are actually looking for someone who is as broken up as we are, someone who could share our pains, someone who knows our flaws and not repelled by it, 
And at the same time helps us be a better person, holds our hands and walk with us through it all, and think we are beautiful beyond comparison even in our worst moment

There are a lot of good hearted, good looking people out there
They are actually very easy to find
But the ones who are willing to get crazy together
You have to dig deeper for that
For those who already found them
Keep 'em close, keep 'em safe, and lavish them with all the love you can contain in your heart
For those who haven't, keep on believing
Because God loves you way more and He will indeed gives you what you deserve
Happy loving, people

#spreadlove